Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Same story continues....

What looks like a never ending story of the land promoter going back on his commitments sees to be continuing. Today in the afternoon, I got a call from the land promoter saying that the land registration is not going to be possible because the owner is expecting more money as compared to the previously agreed upon price. I blasted the promoter and gave him a piece of my mind telling him that there are no other options other than the following two options: a) To repay the money back pending for 2 months with him that I had paid or b) To get the registration done ASAP and get me the property papers on hand by 25th June since I was scheduled to leave for Manthralayam on that day. I wanted to take the papers to the mutt there and start discussions with them on establishing the brindavanam on that property. Finally the promoter agreed to call up in the evening at 8:00PM to confirm.
At the evening, I went to the TNagar Raghaviah Road Raghavendra Brindavanam temple in Chennai, I pleaded and demanded alternatively with him again to let me know what HE wants me to do and why I am being put through too much torture when I am asking him to bless on his own project - I also told him that this will be unlike so much of his other devotees who might want to get a lot of things done for themselves and not for a social cause. I continued to remain absolutely clueless on why I am being put through this mental tension. While on some times, I think that this is all because of some unfathomanable reason beyond my means. At other times, not being able to be closer to a 'self-realized' person, I feel that I am being singled out for some thing with all these tensions which I need not be going through at all. My parents did tell me at this time that any noble cause when started, will be put to a lot of hard ships - more so to test our resolve in going through that noble cause - especially in the current day kali yug.....

After getting a phone call from the promoter as promised, I was told that I can choose a date of 11th, 12th, 18th or 19th for registration and irrespective of which ever date I choose, 'arrangements' has been made in the registrar office to get the papers out by 25th June as required by me.

I kept the phone down on this day telling him that I will get back with the 'auspicious' date by tomorrow noon.....