On confirming in the next day that we can have the registration on 11th, we were hoping that it is all going to get over on 11-Jun and after the registration, we will also be getting the registered papers by 25-Jun as committed by the promoter.
But, alas, as it turned out like all the previous commitments, this also turned out to be a FALSE hope. On making a casual call to the promoter today evening to just confirm whether things are going on as per the plan, I was informed that registration is not going to be possible on 11th but will happen on 18-Jun. At the same time, I was also told that I will be still getting the papers out by 25-June as per the earlier commitment by him. I was also asked to hand over the remaining money for the land on the date of the registration when the registration is complete which I refused to accept and told him that I can pay the balance amount only on the date of getting all the papers on my hand....
Again, I am left clueless on why Rayar is continuing to ensure that this gets postponed time and again. But, strangely, this time around, even though I was seething with tension within my heart at the time of talking with the promoter, after the conversation was over in which I did some plain talking with him, I am not that disturbed currently on this delay as I was earlier.... Maybe this is Rayar's way of ensuring that I become less sensitive to changes that happens against my expectations. I really don't know.
However, even if the tension on all these events is palpably absent, I am still continuing to remain curious on what could be the reasons for this inordinate delay. Obviously, I realize at some times that these kind of reasons are outside the scope of 'human logic' and can be only because of divine will.
I realize that I can only lay this humbly at the feet of Raghavendra and ask him to help me out in HIS work that I have initiated. I am sure that these sincere prayers will be soon answered by HIM- like he has done in innumerable times in the last two decades of my life and career.
I continue with the same belief that has guided me on a daily basis making this belief grow only stronger day by day....
Monday, June 8, 2009
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